The dentist.
Many times when I’m sitting in the dental chair waiting for the Novacaine to do its magic I recall past procedures where the numbing has been ineffective or wears off quickly. Thankfully my guy willingly gives me a double dose. Not surprisingly, mid-procedure yesterday I needed more medication. This wasn’t even an hour-long business. I don’t know what my nerves are thinking and why they so strongly resist this attempt to avoid pain?
It does explain childhood dental “trauma” though. I hated everything about our visits to the doc. Three kids in tow getting teeth cleaned in the nearest “big” town with two dentists. I get why my mom had to drag us all there at once, but it was harrowing waiting for the inevitable torture. I don’t think Dr. Geo liked kids either, but I did throw up a prayer for him yesterday in putting up with kids. I’m guessing I didn’t get fully numb back then? Fillings, teeth pulled to make room for others, wisdom tooth extraction, all bad memories, all brought me to tears and pain. Embarrassingly, I’ve been brought to tears by these memories in my adulthood, too, especially when the numbing has worn off.
Thankfully things have gotten better in that chair. I eschew headphones and nitrous which make me antsy. I’ve been known to request a mirror so that I can see what’s happening, and that has helped in the past with in-depth procedures. I now know to inform the head honcho that numbing is an issue.
Aside from a sore jaw, I’m content today with my temporary crown. Like the rest of me the teeth are getting worn and old, cracked and tired. These days I’m just grateful for the repair shop that keeps me going!